flashback

Absolutely nothing of consequence has happened in my life, except for me being really cool today, and sitting out on the front steps of the verandah and writing poetry with a cigarette hanging out of my mouth. Could I possibly get any more original? Probably not. Meanwhile, it feels like it's 3 o'clock in the morning, and its only 20 to 1. I'm boiling hot, as the weather has reached all time high temperatures. Ok, I'm exaggerating.. it was 30 today, but seeing as I love cold weather so much more than hot weather, and I've been living in 10 degree rain for the past six months, it's a little too extreme for me.

Sat on my bed for an hour topless before, but thought 'oh, what if mother decides to walk in?'. And then she did. But I was clothed by then. Apparently I have 4 assignments due tomorrow, all up worth 70% of my overall grade for two subjects.. And I haven't really done much of any of them. Actually I've almost finished 2, but still. Looks like I'll be pulling an allnighter again, excellent.

Going to the beach tomorrow, it's meant to be exceptionally hot again. Well, even though I hate hot weather, I may as well make the most of the UV rays while they're here. Wouldn't complain if I got a tan. Who am I kidding? I just burn, tan and then it peels off. I wish it would rain again. Rain is just really beautiful and romantic and just suits me so much. Ugh.

Recently accquired a new boy. Don't really want him though. Why does this always happen to me? I want the ones I don't want to want (and shouldn't want), and the ones that want me I get sick of way too easily, even though I should embrace it. I'm way too masochistic for my own good.