1

I can’t fucking think of any of the words that I want to use. I’ve got that condition, that thing, where I actually honestly cannot remember words for anything. And I mean anything.
I really can’t get motivated. I have lost all motivation. And all my brain cells too most probably. I wonder if Red Bull makes brain cells lost to smoking too much ... ahem ... grow back. Or at least make it easier to concentrate. Quote “it probably just makes you jittery”, but fuck it. I bloody hope it makes me more able to concentrate (I’m currently staring at a 473ml Red Bull can debating whether or not to drink it). I have about 35,000 assignments to do before... being honest, tomorrow.