please me, show me how it's done

Ahh, I feel slightly content. Even though I have a History exam in 12 or so hours, and I really can't remember anything. Oh well. If this is how I feel now, I can't even begin to fathom what I will be feeling tomorrow afternoon at 12:15. Jesus christ, I will have never been as free as that! Exciting.
I have a pre-birthday new years revolution. Um. And that is that I will never let myself become vulnerable. And that is the truth. I will never do anything I don't want to do. And I will definately, definately be more empathetic. That's something I struggle with. Putting myself in other people's shoes.

Wow, just listened to Glamorous by Fergie. Brings back such beautiful (and extremely embarrassing) memories of Year 9. Or was it 10? Who knows. Lovely.

I may slightly be getting used to the stifling heat of summer. Granted, I sat in an airconditioned room for most of the day, but when I came outside at half 7, lordy the balmy night was absolutely sublime. I don't get bitten by mosquitos, so that's another positive. Slept on dad's lawn for the past two nights because his house heats up like a bloody sauna. It was really nice apart from when I woke up last night and thought someone was walking through the house. And I got woken up at 8 by the sun blinding me. So I stumbled in a half-awake state inside (which was, by now relatively cool - as we left all the doors open during the night), and curled up on the couch to sleep for another two hours. Woke up at 10 to find my knees were completely cramped in the position I had fallen back to sleep in.

History. Shit, I forgot.

Just some pictures to contemplate..


^^ Is he not the most divine thing you have ever seen? No, probably not. But he's lush nevertheless.