I am truly in love with him
I hate not knowing where I stand. And not in terms of other people, it makes sense to not know what other people think about you. But just in terms of my own feelings and shit, not knowing what I, myself, thinks is really fucking with my own head. And I'm fairly sure that doesn't even make sense. I'm actually quite used to being a really indecisive person, but it's surprisingly getting to me, for the first time in my life. One thing I do know, however, is that although I pretend not to care about most things, I actually care a hell of a lot. Especially about everything. Ugh, I'm going to go try and sort my head out. It might actually have to involve pharmaceuticals.
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