help help HELP!

I am in desperate need of at least a tonne each of nicotine and caffeine, I think my whole being is starting to break down from lack of them. Days without nicotine: 6 (SHIT!) Days without caffeine: ok, it's only been like 12 hours.
I'm up at almost midnight, doing psychology. Not that late, true, but time goes so slowly when you're not having fun. I feel like I've been awake for at least a month. Oh, and I don't even really get what I'm supposed to be writing about. I'm just in a massive state of cognitive dissonance. And I've started writing words backwards, and I've just listened to literally 98 minutes non-stop of Bon Iver, which is suprisingly getting a little tiresome. But luckily for me, I'm just about to go make a coffee, which is making me feel a little more energetic (just the premonition of a scrap of caffeine) - if you can have energy after half your brain's just dissolved from concentrating on one thing for two long. So far, I've made 276 graphs, written about 40000 words on nothing, and I'm getting NOWHERE. Shit.