Weird change of weather since yesterday, it was 32 and hot, hot, HOT! Today it's at most 25 and humid and drizzly.

Can't complain though, I like this kind of weather, it's like the sky can't make up its mind. Much like me.

hungover sunday 24th Oct

The white sky seems to curve around the earth like a blanket, the scent in the air is of nothing much. And I walk.

grey skies

For some reason, on days like these I feel like I'm not myself. Like I don't recognise the girl who looks back at me in the mirror. Who is she? What do people think of her? Does anyone understand how she feels?

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It's raining outside, and this is what I feel like, like I'm forever on the edge of a very tall building, wind pushing and pulling me, closer to the edge, then further away, until I'm so dizzy I either sit down or fall.